http://fazz.blogdrive.com/ mystupidiTyliFe Sat, 25 Nov 2006 04:20:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Fri, 24 Nov 2006 20:15:18 GMT sometimes you have to run away, just to see who will run after you; somtimes you have to talk quitely, just to see who's listening; sometimes you'll have to step up in a fight, just to see who's standing by your side; sometimes you have to let yourself fall, just to see who's there to catch you; sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who's there to help you fix it; and sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see they'll love you enough to come back. http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Mon, 13 Nov 2006 19:42:44 GMT i look at the stars... my first impression... so beautifully decorating the sky... i pictured it... what a calm and peaceful place... now it reminds me of venus... is it as lovely as it is? i look up at those stars again... now... it blurred out... unsteadily blinking... moving... away and deeper into the darkness of the sky... it wasnt as calm as my first impression... wasnt as beautiful as it should be... my first impression was lovely... but it was just an illusion... my mind tricked... (more) http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Thu, 02 Nov 2006 19:01:39 GMT sekali sekala aku ingin jadi buta gelap pandangan tanpa harus menyaksikan lakonan manusia di persada dunia sekali sekala aku ingin jadi bisu diam kata tanpa harus berhujah dengan kekosongan yang mampu mencetus darah kekosongan dan juga sekali sekala aku ingin jadi pekak tuli bicara tanpa harus mendengar butir bahana kata yang bisa meruntuh benteng kedamaian http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:48:45 GMT to scream in the dark... to wherewe sunk... in the deepest shallow ground... i betrayed the puffing hunk... often asked why it sheds... often believe what is red... pushing me down by the hand... underground where we first met... i slept through the fire... the heat that burned me to desire... helpless being a pest... in believing this gothic romance... to shed my cold tears... to catch the freezing fears... blowing the smoke here... seeing it by the great distance... bleeding in my own... (more) http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Tue, 01 Aug 2006 19:56:33 GMT bad times... http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/11.html Thu, 15 Jun 2006 20:49:19 GMT tired - yet i cant sleep wounded - yet i cant weep sinful - yet i cant pray o god hear the words i cant say certain - yet im afraid going - yet ive stayed faithful - yet untrue sorrowful - yet not sad happy - and yet not glad searching - yet i didnt know the way o god cant you please teach and lead me day by day? 27 april 2000 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=11 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Thu, 15 Jun 2006 20:44:04 GMT thinking about tomorrow...what will i be? will i be given another chance to breathe in fresh air once again when i wakes up in the morning? thinking of today...makes me feel sick for there are so many things i wanna do... will i be able to complete my quest.. coz i dont have enough time on my side. thinking about yesterday... my life full with sense of guilt... for i've made sins beyond my dreams... nor i can turn my back away... http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Wed, 03 May 2006 19:43:21 GMT remember the times when we sat under the tree? where the birds sang on the branches? you tried to say something, but i didn't pay any attention.. remember the times we walked along the beach? you looked into my eyes, but i turned, and walked away.. remember the times where we were at the field? the wind blew and the dust got into my eyes you tried to get it off, but i turned my head away.. remember the times you tried to make me understand? but i won't listen? tears starts running from your eyes, but i pretend that nothing had happened.. now i... (more) http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Tue, 02 May 2006 20:06:35 GMT LOST... http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://fazz.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Wed, 26 Apr 2006 23:12:39 GMT sekali-sekala bila hati ini terdetik... tertanya-tanya apa yg di cari... dalam kehidupan sendiri seharian... kekadang merasakan diri ini terlalu kecil... kekadang hati ini terdetik seketika...bila jawapan yang di cari tak ditemui...hanya mampu tersenyum seorang diri... cuba menyembunyi kegelisahan di sanubari...kekadang hati ini terdetik seketika...bila kesunyian melanda diri...sekotak rokok menjadi peneman setia...di kala malam yang sepi...sekali-sekala hati ini sedih...melihat kejahilan diri sendiri...bila usia melewati senja...gelisah mencari kebenaran...kadang-kala hati ini bercakap... (more) http://fazz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7